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    About Time I Say............

    Friday, July 11, 2008, 07:50 PM PST [General]

    You think you know me, well how can you know me if I don't know me. I lived the last part of my life living it for you, them, and even him. Well today I am changing that. I am going to live my life for me. Why always do the right thing? Why always wonder what he, she or they think of me? Its time for me to think of me. Do you ever notice how life is passing you bye? Mine has, my kids are grown and on thier own and I am left here wondering what to do. I am going to live life to the fullest, I'm not worried what I look like or who I need to impress. I'm not here for that mess, I'm here for my life. Its time to impress me. All my life I've tried to do what would make others happy. Try to please them and in the end know what I did was not what I wanted to do. I have lived my life in fear, fear of being alone, not being pretty enough, not smart enough and worried will you like me and how I can keep you. Well to that I say no more. I might not be all that, but either are you. I have lived in the shadows for way to long. It is time for me to come out of my shell and be me. So if I am not who you thought I am, then please just remember, I am who I am, and you are who you are. I might not be as smart as you but I am smart enough to figure out that, this is my life and I need to start living it for me not for you, them, or even him. So if you know me, join me, and lets learn to live life for ourselves and say hell with the rest. We only have one life so lets live it and rock on.

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